The Blessing of the Religious Atheist in Haarlem
In Jewish Thought and Philosophy by Rabbi Nathan Lopes Cardozo
At the age of 15 when I first experienced observant Judaism, I encountered the anomaly of the observant non-believer. After approaching this person to discuss his views, his perspective enlightened me and accompanies me to this day. Non-belief does not dictate complete severance from everything that is Jewish and religious - in fact the non-believer has much to gain from Judaism, even as a non-believer!